Indulgence

Ive become numb,
to what is true and false.
My brain is scattered,
and my pulse is lost.

Understanding what pride is,
takes pride to figure out.
Without pride in yur soul,
you may become filled with doubt.

Learning to trust,
becomes an encumbering errand.
If you have exiled trust,
then you may never begin.

Anything you want,
long term or short.
your body must be disclosed,
and relieved from its fort.

With trust comes feeling,
and the numbness flees.
Your brain reunites,
and you then may begin to be.